Monday, 12 October 2009

Dear Simba

There is something I have been wanting to tell you for sometime now. But I never really got around telling it because I never really thought it was the right time. But now I realise the right time will never come. It was really never meant to be said.

But then why do I write?

It is because even though I know it should never be told I still want you to know. I want you to know that I care for you far more than I should, I trust you with my life and I have always been honest with you. I know that you are a really nice person and I like you a hell of a lot. I can infact tell that I do love you despite my efforts of trying not to or denying it to myself.

But now time has come to let go and try and move on. Not easy I understand, but sooner or later we will have to open our eyes to reality. Things will never be the way we want it to be. We can't keep living in our own little worlds we will have to face facts. And in doing so if we have to part our ways or even if we don't I just want you to know.. I love you! Despite what the world at large has to tell about us and no matter how wrong it seems when I am standing by your side it just feels right. I might never get a chance to hug you again, but the few times you held me in your arms I did pay a visit to heaven.

What I shared with you may not be anything much but I am thankful for all those little moments. The moments of belonging, moments of loving, moments in heaven, moments of bliss, moments of happiness and all other moments that made everything so special will never be forgotten come what may. And I want you to know that these moments of you and I means such a lot to me, even more than it should.

I also wanted to tell you go ahead live life. Enjoy every bit of it but please don't go the wrong way. You can be the best boy ever only if you try. So I hope you try and be nothing less than the best. Someday if you remain in the right track you will make me smile and most of all you'll make me proud. Play the fool as much as you want but don't forget that studies is your priority.

I have faith in you. I believe in you and I believe that someday you'll make me proud! Last of all I want you to know that if you and I are meant to happen it will, if it doesn't then it was never meant to happen and that is because you are bound to meet your "The One" later on.

Hope you never forget me.
Much love.
Naala