Sunday, 2 December 2012

December!

Thank you so much for being a month that puts a smile on my face just because you are here! And thank you so much being the month that makes me spend more time with my family and friends than at work or with my books.

I know it's pretty early to be thanking you for this year... But I know it going to be one of the best Decembers this time.. So THANK YOU in advance! :) <3 p="p">
It's the season to be jolly fa la la la laa la laa laa laa :D

Friday, 26 October 2012

Sunday

26 days since I knew you
And I love you more than I should
If I was to have it my way
I'd keep you forever, I would

Initially I know it will be hard
And your going to miss all of us
Tonight will be the hardest
But don't be scared and try not to fuss

You are with your new family now
They'll love you like we did
You'll have a big garden to play in
And there will be four other kids

Sorry I wasn't there when you left
But I really didn't want to cry
Still you know I hugged and kissed you
And I did say my good bye

I am going to miss you Sunday
More than you'll ever know
All I have are some pictures
And just that one video 

I know you'll look for me tomorrow
And even maybe the next whole week
And you would even scream my name
If only you could speak

Its not going to be easy baby
But you'll be happier later on
And please don't be mad at me
Simply 'cause I'm gone

You are the first pup I ever had
And you'll always have a piece of my heart
And no matter where both of us are
We will never be a part

I love you sunday baby! mmwah!


Wednesday, 12 September 2012

Honestly

You and I
Would still be good friends,
If only
You learnt to forgive
And I tried to forget!

Thursday, 6 September 2012

unexpected

You are like a cold breeze
On a hot sunny day
Extremely unexpected
But it doesn't last long
And never there when you want it.
But when its there
You feel so good
That you can't help but want more!

Thursday, 30 August 2012

No regrets!

Whenever I see you on my news feed,
I remember the things we used to do,
How you treated me,
And the way you made me feel...
And it makes me smile;
Because way back then
For quite awhile;
People thought I was mad
Even I thought I was crazy,
And now I admit
It seems a little hasty!
But I have no regrets...
It was silly and immature,
And I was stupid;
But I had fun and I loved it.
I broke free from the norm,
Went wild for awhile;
I put a lot at risk,
Only to look back and smile :)










Sunday, 26 August 2012

Friends come in different types!

Parents are friends you never knew you had
Until you had no other friend to turn to
Siblings are friends you cant get rid of
No matter how much you try to

Then you get those goof off friends
Who you meet up with once in awhile
For drinks and a lot of laughter
To reminisce the good old days with smiles

Then you have a closer set of friends
Where more meaningful talks are done
Gossiping, bitching, opinion sharing
And invariably much more fun

There are also those who are closer yet
Who you might not meet at all
But you find a way to keep in touch
And they're sure to catch you if you fall

Then you get that odd friend or two
Why you remain friends you do not know
After all that you have been through
They'rent friends and it does show

Your best friends might be two or three
But they are worth more than the rest
They are not really friends they're family
There's a reason they're called the best



Saturday, 25 August 2012

Ironic much?

I always wonder
How come,
The emotions -
hurt, sad and upset
Are easier to depict
and write about
Than happiness,
joy and laughter?


Dont you think

Its funny
how everything is different
but nothing has changed!

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

A random fact!

Years have passed
And so much has changed
But out of which
What I really miss
Is that no one gets me
Like you did!

Monday, 30 April 2012

Choices!

Coming to think of it
 I guess you're right,
 You are my long time ago
 And he is my happily ever after.
 But I do hope
 That for ever never ends,
 For otherwise
 I'll lose my prince charming
 And my best friend.
 Choices are sacrifices,
 Because inevitably
 We give up something we want
 For something
 That we want even more!

Saturday, 7 April 2012

Forever asleep


Words were spoken
Too much was said.
A little of which 
Was really meant.
A lot had happened
More than she could take.
Something need be done
Though a lot was at stake.
Too much had happened
She had to walk away.
But there was no place
She could go stay.
She went home that night
With a made up mind.
Though she knew it was wrong
She told herself it was right.
She hugged her mother
And gave her a kiss.
Played the fool and laughed
With her brother and sis.
She seemed fine and
Noone knew she was in pain.
But she went to sleep that night
Never to wake again.

Saturday, 24 March 2012

To my long lost best friend


"Some say that time changes - best friends can become strangers." This was something which I used to believe was a false statement. Mainly because I thought that no matter how complicated or busy your life got, you always have time for friends. But with time, I have finally come to accept this and come to terms with it.

Just take a look at you and me...

We used to be so close that we were almost inseparable. We might have not spoken everyday, but when we did we had so much to say that it always felt like there was never enough time, and I hated saying bye. Also, if ever there was silence shared we both knew exactly what the silence meant.

But now, everything has changed and things are so different. We don't even talk to each other to begin with. I guess that is my fault, or was it yours? I don't remember. Either way, you are living in your world and me in mine with friends of our own. 

I have wondered what it would be like if we did talk to each other. No, I didn't mean I want to be your friend again. That would be a lie and that's something I still can't do to you. I was just curious to know how things would play out if we spoke. Will the nonstop jabbering start again? Will we pick up from where we left behind? Will we have a laugh about the good old days? I played it out in my head and pictured how things would go.

So I gave it a shot. Only to discover I was wrong. We spoke for long enough. But it was mere words being exchanged. It was nothing like how I had imagined it in my head and no where close to how things used to be. You have changed a lot. Or maybe I have! Times definitely have changed and you most definitely were a complete and total stranger. 

I am not writing this to tell you that I miss you and I wish things could go back to what it was. Things will never go back to how it used to be and I don't even want it to. I am happy with my life now and I don't want you to be a part of it.

But I do want to let you to know the following: So what, we weren't best friends for ever, but we were best friends for quite awhile and that still means something! There definitely is a reason  why you are not in my future or present for that matter, but then again, there also is a reason why you'll always be a part of my past. :)

Love,
Me!

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

Curiousness

Its long over a year
Since we last spoke
And for the first time since then
I saw you on line.
Tempting as it is
I wont say hi,
But I wont deny
That I'm curious to know
How you are doing.
Even though I know
I wont reply
I hope you say hi
Just so I know
You wanted to see
How I am too.

Feb is almost over!

For the first time in my life
I seem to be enjoying the fact
That time is flying! :s

Thursday, 26 January 2012

Silly Me

How is it possible
For me to get hurt
Over something
Which happened
Way before
I was even in the picture??

Friday, 13 January 2012

Twenty Eleven

Yup. Its over. Time flies. Lets look back at the wonderful memories. The ups the downs and everything memorable. :)

January - Spending time at RI, Mahes seeya's funeral, shifting houses, RI ball, Tha's B'day, Anjana's house and clubbing with friends.

February - Spending more time at RI, Staying over at besties, Valentines day dinner, World cup match in Hambanthota and other matches, Graduation and after party.

March - The rest of the world cup matches, Big match and a little bit of studying

April - Besties B'day lunch, besties visit to the orphanage, Nangi's B'day, Avurudu, Passing law college 1st year and starting 2nd year exams and the studying at RI

May - Studying at RI, Exams and Loku Ammi's funeral

June - Still studying and having exams, yet clubbing and watching movies, Bradby at cheers, and celebrating 6 months at Sea spray.

July - 26 km walk, clubbing and chilling with my baby, starting work at JKH

August - My B'day, working at JKH, Watching movies and hanging out with baby.

September - Stopping work at JKH, Passing 2nd year exams, Baby's B'day, Besties surprise visit, staying over at basties.

October - Cut my hair, Studying at a friends house, night study sessions, starting 3rd year exams, Ammi's B'day, Aiya's B'day, Rugger world cup

November - Studying with the tin tin co, exams, Kadheeja was born, Naqueeb turned 2!

December - Learnt accounts, finishing exams, Celebrated 1 year, clubbing with friends, christmas, family dinners, clubbing with cousins, hanging out with friends, GLF vonteering, New Years Eve.

All in all. Time well spent.

Thursday, 5 January 2012

Damn It

He is still so cute!
Why couldn't he
Grow up to be
Bad looking.
So that whenever I see him
I'll say to my self
What was I thinking,
Instead of looking at her
And thinking
Pfffft,
I'm way better than that!