Monday, 8 December 2014

Impressed :)

I didn't actually tell you this
But I am impressed!
You managed to guess
What I wrote about
Just by telling you
When I wrote it.

Maybe you know me
More than I thought
You do!

Sunday, 7 December 2014

Delusion

I had pictured
A completely different person
When I spoke to you
Over the phone.
Now I find it
Hard to comprehend
That the person I met
And the voice on the phone
Is one and the same!

Happiness

They are a bunch of boys
Without a family of their own
Or a place to call home...
Yet they be
So young, carefree and happy!
The smile on their faces
The hapiness in their voices
And the excitement in their eyes
When they are with me;
Gives me a kind of feeling
Which can be
Closest described as happiness!
But...
It doesn't really cover it!

Tuesday, 25 November 2014

Meetings

It happens
All the time
And yet
We only say we are 
At a meeting
If it's for an
Official purpose!

Monday, 24 November 2014

Give It A Try

I used to write
I still want to
But I hardly find the time...
This time around
I promise myself
To give it a try
To write daily!

At least 
Thats the plan
Let's see how it goes...

Wednesday, 11 June 2014

Sigh

I didn't let you get to me
I was being careful
Or so I thought....
But I wanted me to get to you
And it didn't work
Or so I think...

Tuesday, 27 May 2014

26/05/2014

Darling Sachi,

I was going to tell you that I don't think I have missed anyone as much as I missed you today but, I don't think that's entirely true. I am pretty sure that I have missed others more than this but at this moment it feels like otherwise. Today work was like school with no friends. That moment you are surrounded by so many people but yet you feel so alone. That is how I feel today.

I met madavi in the canteen. I was so glad to see her and I spoke more than I should have. I think she thinks I'm crazy but I guess she thought that even before today. I had lunch in our chamber today all alone. I don't like to eat alone I am not that used to it. But Madavi made me feel a bit better. She pointed out that I will get used to it and that she has it much worse than me.

So enough about me. Tell me how have you been? How was courts today? Do you miss me? I hear you say you do; But not the way I'm missing you.

Long distance is hard and sucks and I don't really believe in it. But I can tell you this much, the thought that I'll get to meet you on Friday is what gives me motivation to get through from Monday - Thursday. Talking about motivation, I have written submissions due but without you around I am not motivated to work on them.

Oh by the way, Indika came to our chamber today. He wanted a pencil but I only had a pen. I don't know why I am telling you this, or maybe I do. =P Anyway he asked me if I'm missing you because apparently I was looking sad today. I really don't think I did. I think I was just looking bored.

Sachiiiii.... I hope you call this evening. I have things to tell you. You know hings that I can't really be writing here. You know about DB. Was that the code name we put? I can't really remember. Somehow not CB the other one.

I think I have written quite a lot today. I guess I'll write again sometime soon. Next time I'll try to focus so that the letter will have more flow to it.

Anyway give a hug to your sis from me.
Call me soon
Bye 
Take care of yourself
xoxo
Love 
Me

                                                                           

Saturday, 19 April 2014

Tell me, What now?

You mean the world to me
You know that.
It's my fault this time
I admit;
But
You have had your share
As well.
But now
That we are on about mine,
Tell me
Where do I stand?
Because right now
I feel like
You are testing me,
And I'm not in the mood for games!
Or worse
If this is how our future is
Then I think
I'd rather back away,
'Cause I hate
To pretend that we are fine
When you clearly aren't.  

Thursday, 10 April 2014

Darling Bestie


People walk around calling everyone their best friend that the term doesn’t have any real meaning anymore. Mere acquaintances are lavished with hugs and kisses upon a second or at most third meeting. Birthday cards get passed around offices so everybody can scribble a snippet of sentimentality for a colleague they barely met. Everyone just loves everyone. As a result when you tell somebody you love them today, it isn’t much heard. I love you Thiyumi, you are my best friend. I couldn’t imagine going through life without you as my best friend.

The word best friend is used so casually these days that it does not do justice to describe what you are to me.

You make me laugh when I feel like crying, calm me down when I feel scared and make me feel foolish whenever I lose my temper.

You are my motivation to exercise and my partner to eat junk with.

You are my conscience when I don’t have one, encouragement when I need some and comfort whenever the skies are grey.

You are the constant reminder that I’m getting too fat, that my life is chilled and that having each other is more than enough to be happy.

You are the call after work to see how my day went, the excited texting when my crush send a message and the depressing call at 2.00 a.m. because I just broke up.

You are my coffee date, dinner date, Panino, Jagro or sushi date and even let’s eat a burger in the middle of the night under the stars date.

You are my helping hand when I need one, my plus one when I don’t have one and my head when I follow my heart too much.

You are my sister; annoying at times but can’t imagine life without you and most definitely part of the family.

You are my mother; skeptical of who I hangout with, what food I eat or how much alcohol I consume.

You are my therapist; I tell you all my secrets and you advice without judging me.

You are my partner in crime; be it writing love letters to my brother or giving sleeping pills to a teacher.

You are my teacher, mentor and role model. You taught me that happiness is actually a choice, if there is a will there is a way and that no matter how many times you fall down, you can always get back up.

You are my diary; I bitch about studies, work, family, friends, boy friends, random strangers and even about each other just to make myself feel better.

You are my girl friend; and what’s yours is most definitely mine; be it clothes, shoes, nail polish, jewelry, New Year resolutions or even birthdays! 

You are most certainly my best friend. You are the one who I dragged on my first date because I was too scared to go alone, the one who wore saari on my 21st because I didn’t want to be the only one and the one who put my heart back together after it got broken.

You do to me what God’s suppose to do; show me that life is worth living!

Thank you for everything babe!
I love you more than I like to show. 

Here’s to hoping that WE have an amazing Birthday!!!

Sunday, 2 March 2014

How did I not see this coming?

Why do I find myself thinking of you ?!?!
Could it be that....
No it couldn't!!!



Sunday, 26 January 2014

It's actually working!

Yes I am actually making each day count and I am happy about it. :) Today I made it a point to meet up with a friend to catch up over coffee. On any other given Sunday I would have been perfectly happy lazing around at home and watching some TV series or the other. This is good. I am sticking to my resolutions. Yesterday I stayed home and spent time with my father because it was his birthday. And on Friday I had a night out with my bestie and a few others. Yes time is flying and Jan is almost over... But bring it on 2014 I am gonna make each day worth it! :) :)

Saturday, 25 January 2014

Decisions

From the time I remember
I've never really liked
To choose one thing
And let go of another...
I yet dunno
If I made the right choice!
But...
It doesn't really matter
I had fun anyway :)

Thursday, 23 January 2014

Gift!

Today I finally bought her a bag!
One which I promised long time ago..
She was so happy and surprised
Jumped up and hugged me
I could tell she loved it
From how excited she got.
Well...
That was time and money well spent.

There is no better happiness than making someone else happy. :)
Here's to making it count!!! =D

Resolutions

This year I made a pact with myself to make it count. Last year went whizzing by and I honestly don't know what happened to it. Of course I made a few new friends and even lost touch with some old ones... But other than that the only significant thing which I did was probably starting work at my new job.

So I made a few resolutions at the beginning of this year.

 * To exercise more often. - Yes I have probably been telling this for the past four years. But this time around I am happy to see me sticking to it. Thanks to my bestie of course, I now jog for one hour at least every other day. So now I am pumped up and all motivated to keep doing this. Here's to being fit! =D

 * To travel. - Well since my budget doesn't permit me to travel much I decided to travel out of Colombo at least once a month. Of course I travel on work all the time. But apart from that this year I am traveling for leisure. And I am proud to see me sticking to it. :) Live. Explore. Discover!

* Make it count. - Above all this year I am making it count. Every day I will do something that makes it count. Not just the work, eat, sleep routine! I managed to do it for now... But.. This is a tough one... So to make sure I stick to it I have decided to share with you all how I made each day count. If I have to type it out. I will be motivated to make it everyday count no matter how low or tired I feel.

So here's to sticking to my resolutions!
Get ready for a post every day =P

Friday, 17 January 2014

Which One?

I want you
Because I know
You don't like me,
And I want him
Because
I know he does!
Does that mean
I don't like either
Or could it be
That I like you both?

Thursday, 9 January 2014

I miss you

"We are far now", that's what you said
But baby you're always with me in my head

You're with me whenever I wake up late
In a rush but thinking of what you would have said

Or on the way to work and a nice song is playing
Or when the tuk tuk in front has a funny saying

You're with me when I'm at work all alone
Bored to death playing a game on the phone

Or when the cute boy at work gives me a smile
Or my boss decides to scold me for awhile

You're with me whenever I go for a run
Or I'm with a friend and having fun

Or whenever my sisters piss me off
Or if ever I'm suffering with cold and a cough

You're with me when I watch TV all day long
Or when I'm falling asleep with the radio on

Or when I'm all excited about something I hear
Or when I'm feeling low and in need of cheer

We may not talk as much as we did before
But you're never far from me that you should know

"It's working!" Wasn't that what you said?
No it isn't. It's just messing with my head!

Monday, 6 January 2014

Letting go

I know
It's stupid
To let go
Now
When it's already
Too late
But tell me baby
What choice do I have?

Those days!

If I'm thinking of you
When you are not around
It has to count
For something right?

And when you are near
Should I talk or not
Why is it always
A mental fight?

It's a tiny crush
But I'm not in love
It's not like I want to
Make you mine!

Yet I wish I had more time
And is it weird
That you are taken
Actually
Makes it fine! :s