Friday, 20 February 2015

Confession

After all these years
Maybe I should
Let you know
How I used to
Feel about you.
Would you then
Laugh at me
And find it funny
Or would you
Be bitter
That I got over you
Before you did?

Getting to Know Me

Okay so this is going to be tough because I barely know myself. But yes I will try to help you get to know me.

By nature I am a happy person and it doesn’t take a lot to make me happy. Just hanging out with my friends and family is enough. Other than that I love the beach, I love outdoors, I love animals (especially in the wild), I love to travel, I love food and I love kids. Not spoilt ones, but in general I love kids. I love to read, I love it when I connect with what I read. I love to write, I don’t write often but I love it none the less. I’m patriotic and I love my country. I love my job but above all I love to live. Religion aside all I know is that I have this one life and I want to be able to live it to the fullest. See the world as much as I can, try things out, meet people from different backgrounds and stuff. There is so much in this world to see, explore and learn and I want to do that. I have actually never got the chance and I have barely been around this country and probably not done half the things I could do here; but if I ever had goal it’s that. To be able to see the world (or at least this country). I consider myself lucky to be have born in this day and age and I think it’s a waste of a life you just live in your bubble without actually seeing and experiencing the rest of the world. (Or the rest of the country for that matter)

If you want to know what makes me mad, maybe you should ask my sisters because they seem to have mastered the art of doing so. Lol. I kid. I just get annoyed or irritated with them sometimes but it is mostly because they know me too well and pry and question things I don’t want to discuss with them. I don’t really get angry at people more often than not I just get upset.  But anger is a less vulnerable emotion to express, so I pretend to be really mad at them when all I am is really hurt or upset. Either way the feeling doesn’t linger too long. I get over it soon. I used to have a really bad temper and throw tantrums and basically behave like some really spoilt kid or some psycho whichever way you like to look at it. But it has been a few years since I have gotten over that. But just in case I ever behave like that, please point out to me that I am just making a fool of myself and ignore me till I come around. You have my permission to do so. Hopefully there would be no need of that.

Okay I typed enough for one day. I hope this helps.

Bye :)

Thursday, 5 February 2015

...

Today
I told
myself
that I will
finally write
that letter
I should
have sent
long time
ago.

I sat
for hours
with the
pen in
my hand
but
somehow
the paper
stayed empty.

And I
couldn't
have explained
it any
better.